So
imagine if you bought a house at two hundred thousand and it's now worth a
million, imagine if you went through college at a time when it cost nothing,
imagine if you belong to a professional society which is pretty forgiving of
its members so it's really hard to do anything so bad it kills your career,
imagine you're a liberal whose always advocated for life enrichment and
self-realization, imagine you're making a good chunk of change... so imagine
you're all this, and you start entering an age where you seem to be made to
feel the pain of all the working class people out there whom just yesterday you
dusted off as racist as well as culpable for being anti-change; where you start
thinking on the paltry wage the person who serves coffee for you earns, when
just yesterday all you were thinking on is that they made your coffee the right
damn particular way; where you start thinking of young adults who can't afford
to get their starter houses owing to your having priced them out of the market,
when just yesterday somehow this was simply what it is to live in a more
competitive and cosmopolitan and open-access age; where you start thinking of
how students have been saddled with gargantuan loans they'll never pay off,
when just yesterday you didn't really make the comparison with how
comparitively easy you got off; where you start thinking on how afraid people
are to upset bosses because, unlike you, they have no professional status or
union rights, when just yesterday it didn't seem strange to you that even
though you were the like of a pollster who declared one hundred percent against
Trump, you yourself were at no risk of being turfed from your job; where you're
beginning to hear the incriminating voice of your parents, valuing restraint,
self-sacrifice, and opposed to the egoistic and flashy, when just yesterday
these pointed fingers from out of your own past had been blocked out of mind by
the lasting self-righteousness that came with spotting out the criminal
pederast priests in "Spotlight," that bore similarity, in their
stubborn cruel mindsets, one noted, TO THE ENTIRE GENERATION before your own.
And
then you see "Detroit," whom are you going to be identifying with?
The terrorizing, one-hundred-percent-guilty-as-sin cops? Or the black men and
women, who are absolutely sinless? I figure a lot of people are in with the
cops. The cops are even grossly embarrassing, spilling their guts when they
don't have to, unleashing demons that immediately damn them, which they're even
momentarily proud of before becoming revolted that the demonic in them is
fundamentally in control... and so like many today, who are acting in ways
their opponents fairly call insane, out of a realization that given the sudden
slipping away of a political order they had simply taken for granted, their
psyches have lost perchs it turns out they had depended on, and so now every
time they open their mouths they can't depend on exactly what'll emerge because
what was contained out there in how society was set has been withdrawn as a
confounding, sour, unpredictable and adversarial mixture within their own
corporality.
You'll
look at the terrible violence done, all the pornographic detail, and you're
seeing all what you've done all your own life, you and your affluent friends.
We really f*cked over Hillbilly Nation, didn't we?... they're human
discombobulates. And students too. And lower wage workers. Crippling sh*t was
happening to them, shortchanged lives, stopped lives, and now we can't escape
the details, the details.
The
details, the details, you know are soon going to chase you down, if not
immediately now... And then a miracle! A lawyer appears, who smart and
decisive, and he whisks you out of trouble. Barely, but his competence and
self-belief has still got superpower, thank god -- you even dare being proud of
it. And now what do you do? You've got a brief reprieve only. You've got to
fundamentally change yourself, or it's doom time. Does this mean being more
emphatic to black people? Maybe not at all, actually, if you identify your
previous concern -- Black Rights! -- as mixed in with your antinomian life
ways. Above all, your concern will be your "Spotlight" selves --
you'll have to get rid of them. You'll merge back with the bigoted, head kept
low to the ground, everyday swamp, you once so many years ago, escaped from.
This type can't be shown the horrors of their ways, for they were the genuine
losers in our own time of win-win. The pains we'd shown them, are ones we caused.
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